Mary

Feeling disheartening & sad

2009-05-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

Feeling disheartening & sad

Hi I am back into blogging again. What cause me to be back? I feeling very disheartening & sad as yesterday I spent 2hrs at WhiteSand pasir Ris to get things done for the advance birthday celebration for my favourite special school teacher, Chor Hui on fri.

First I went to bangawansolo to order her cake, the service person at first told me order must be 3days in advance then ask the person fri can or not? The person say fri at 12nn then collect then I was so sad but still requst to collect in the morning at 1000hrs as she is in the morning session so the person ask what cake I want and I choose the mango cake then the person said" ok can collect in the morning"

After that I went level3 to have my lunch. After lunch I went to "Japan House" at level 4 to get gift wrap.Then went to "Popular bookstore" to her present which located at level5.

The saddest and disheartening thing is today I received a call from her telling me not to go down to school tomorrow because she will be leaving early, I was so disapointed so i have no choice but tell her that i have prepared something her this celebration was suppose to be a surprise for her so I did not reveal when she ask me what have I prepared for her. Then she ask me what time am I going so I ask her what is she leaving school she told 1100hrs then I told her "Can I see you tomorrow.

Weihung's Birthday celebration

2008-10-15T01:18:00.000-07:00

On 11th oct, it was my best frd, Liting's bf,Wei hung's birthday. Liting N me met at the interchange at 1200hrs then a few mins later one of her friend,Lijun join us. We went to JEC Kbox. Birthday boy came in the afternoon.I broke my kbox record we sang for 5hrs.

After our K session we went to buy paper cups and headed to the open space behind here.While drinking we took some photo. At around 1930hrs Wei hung send me back.

After sent me back Liting and Wei hung carry on with their plans. At about 2230hrs I called liting to ask her about the cookies she have made for me and i realised that her voice was different so after hang up the phone, i sms her to ask her is she crying? Then she replied me"ya big quarrel" I was wondering why, so continue to sms her then realise it was because of this sentence "I don't know which seaside to go."

It makes me feel very sad just because of such a sentence make a birthday boy blow up at his gf and due to the blow up his gf feels that he does not appreciate all the things she had done for his birthday. till now still not ok yet. For the first two days of the war, I have to be they fax machine or shall I say messenger.I also learnt a very importance lesson from this incident that is have a full plan before the the very day don't not think that never mind the place can think on that day itself.

Shuyi's birthday celebration 2008

2008-08-20T02:10:00.001-07:00

I organised a birthday celebration for Shuyi at Chevrons KTV on 1Aug 2008. In the mist of organising, there was one unhappy issue but I shall not mention about it because if post the issue, it will make me feel dishearted in organising the celebration. Those who knew about the issue, know what I am refering to.

A few of us met for dinner before the celebration, We reached the KTV at around 2000hrs. Birthday girl reached there at 2015hrs. While she went to the restroom we prepare for the cake suprise. We leave Chevrons at 2200hrs.

Photo time

The cake

Me with Birthday Girl

Us with Birthday girl

New look

2008-07-22T13:10:00.000-07:00

I finally change my blogskin after using that skin for a longtme.
Hope you readers like the new look.

It has been sometime since last blog. Has been busy working for the past 2weeks, now jobless again, wait for interview and reply from previous interview. At the meantime preparing for Shuyi's birthday celebration as I am one of the Organiser for the celebration. We planned to go Jurong East Kbox on that day.

Birthday Celebration1

2008-04-07T09:05:00.000-07:00

I will be having 2 birthday celebration this year with 2groups of frienOn 5th april 2008, I had my 1st birthday celebration of the year with my Gakkai friends. The celebration was in two par

Part1

We (Shuyi,Shini and Me) went to KBOX at Jurong Entertainment in morning, it was very fun and enjoying. There was K Lunch provided but the food was not nice. We sang till about 1500hrs den we left

Photo taken at Kbox:

Shuyi Singing

Me & Shuyi1

Me & Shini

Shuyi & Me2

ME with Birthday cake bought by Shuyi

Part2

At night we(Bee Sze, Jasmine, Lay Leng, Wanling & Me) went to Saka Sushi for dinner, It was a very long wait at Saka Sushi. After dinner we went music dreamer cafe again like last year. The first slot performance was not very good but the second slot was interactive.

Photo at Music Dreamers cafe

Thank you each and everyone of you for the great fun, your time and all the gifts

Hello

2008-03-25T10:24:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone I back again! It has been nearly a year since I last blog here. It had been a differcult time for me at the later part of the year in 2007, I lost my beloved uncle on 24 October, who was contacted with cancer. He battled with it for a year plus. He passed away at National University Hospital. (NUH)

Although I may looked ok on the outside, his passing actually is great blow to me because he has been taking care of me for 21years and he loves me alot too. I really miss him alot because we used to have funtime togather. Here are the things we used to do togather:

1. cracking jokes

2. watch television programme

3. play jigsaw puzzle

4. have dinner

5. solve problems

6.went to HK for holiday

He also gave me lots advice and sugguestion on issues. I will like to say "Thank you to all my friends for your concern and encouragment during this period, especially
My Gakkai friends:
Bee Sze
Jasmine
Shini
Shuyi
And many more who have help in one way or another

School teacher and Friends cum working collgues for your caring msgs
Teacher Oh
Ooi Liting
Joanne Zhu

Then on 9 Jan Start working at a internet cafe at Great World City
I was very happy working there, unfortunately this job only lasted for 1 and an half month. Reason Being pay cant cover my expendences. my last day at work was on 15feb 2008

Birthday Celebrations

2007-05-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

I am back to my blog again. It has been some time since I last blogged.
This Year I have a total of three birthday celebrations with three different groups of people in my life, they play a common role in my life that is encouraging and advice me in life.

On 8Apr I had my first Birthday celebration of the year2007. I celebrated it with my Gakkai(religon) friends. They were: Bee Sze(YWD zone Chief), Jasmine(Chapt Chief),Peiyu, Shuyi, Siao Ying(shuyi's Friend) and Wendy

Our group photo at music dreamer resturant

The three charles Angels with the birthday girl.

They gave me a set of greeting stamps, jasmine fed me with the ink pad(posing sake)

On the 14 Apr I had my second celebration with my special school best friends, we went to one of the coffeeshop at Tampines to had our dinner together.After that we went to a open space to take photo My best friend for14years

On 18Apr I had my third celebration with my speacial teacher, Mr Dolph Oh, He bought a cake for me. That day I had a mixed feeling of Happy, sad,worry and disappointed. You may wonder why I have such feelings, Reason being my beloved favourite teacher, Mrs Lee was on MC.

Happy Day

2007-03-16T06:28:00.001-07:00

These two days are happy day I finally completed my search assignment yesterday, after working for 1 month plus. I will get my first pay on Monday 19march 2007. I complete the Clean Up assignment within one day, which is today

Better year for me

2007-01-14T20:17:00.000-08:00

Hello I am back. Hope this year will be a better year for me. I try to update regularly.

Wish everyone around me good health!

Long time never update

2006-10-26T13:20:00.000-07:00

Hi! I am back to my dairy again.Too many things had happen recently. Where should I start?

First of all, actually I did found a job on 1st of oct 06, it is a telemarketing job but due to the pay and management problem, I quit after2weeks of work.

Then on 16 oct 06 I went to visit Mrs Lee in the school but unfortunately she was on MC, I felt so worried and disappointed, actually it was worried more than disappointed, reason being I found out from the school clerk that she actually hurt her back and she is on 3days MC. This injury did occurred to her 8years ago, this is the second time it happens to her. :( Though I did not get see her but I was able to see other teachers

I was really very worried about her so I went back to school again on 20 oct 06 to pay her a special visit. During the second visit, I found out what caused her to hurt her back, it was because she carried her 5years old daughter who fell asleep during family shopping.

Then the next day I went to Gina's 21st birthday celebration. Although I do not know any of her friends, I know her mum. I also managed to be friend with their family dentist,"DR Lee" I had a wonderful time chating with her. The fun came when all the ITE schoolmate splashed a pail of dirty ice water on her and before that her face was filled with cake by one of her friend after she wash her face then they prepare the pail of dirty ice water. The ice water was from the leaking icebox that contain packet and canned drinks. It was a fun night at the celebration.Thank you gina for all the fun I really enjoyed myself very much!

Hello! everyone I am back again

2006-09-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

Hello to my regular readers, I am back again to my little online diary, Thanks to my little godbro,Adrian for encouraging me back to it. I have beeen busy with Gakkai activities.(religous activities)
Now whlie printing the activity list tomorrow meeting, I post this entry.

Last Saturaday after a meeting went to jurong point with Jasmine & Peiyu for a drink at Macafe, we chat about many things. We spent about an hour there. We left at 22:30hrs. It was an enjoyable chat. I looking forward to more such night with them.

Happy Cum Worry Day

2006-08-18T00:38:00.000-07:00

Today is a happy cum worry day for me. Reason being today I went back to secondary school with Natalie and somethings during the visit I felt happy about.

One of it was I finally managed to see my secondary three English teacher, Mrs Emily Tan and had a general chat with for about 5mins or so and the other happy thing was being able to find the actual reason why Ms Lee was not in school for days from one of the teacher. The discovery really shocked us as she was undergoing an opt on the tummy. What make us the most happy was that by having a glance her today knowing that her smile is back.

The reason that I am worried is because heard from Mrs Emily Tan that Mrs Lim (aka Ms Ong) is on Mc. :(

Surprising Day

2006-08-07T23:41:00.000-07:00

Today a surprising day for me the reason being I met my my best friend, celebrity,Evelyn Tan at IMM shopping centre inside Daisao.I went to IMM alone to had lunch as mum had to wash Jurong kaikan today so after lunch I went into the shop to walk around.

Then when I came to this particular section Evelyn spotted me and call me and say "hi" to me and ask why am I here and so on. After she finish her shopping in that shop, we went to the cashier togather. After that she brough to me meet with her family. After meeting her family I left IMM and headed to dad's place.

Lucky Day

2006-07-18T01:15:00.000-07:00

Today Nat & me went back to sec sch to visit Ms Lee we manage to see her. Before we saw her we saw a few teachers too. Especially the part when we went to find Mrs Lim aka Ms Ong, she wasnt in the staff room but we will very lucky as meet Nat's frds who are her students and one of her student went to inform her that we are waiting her outside the staff room so she ask the student to tell us to wait for her at the foyer benches as usual when she see us she will ask weather had we taken our lunch, luckily this time we are smart, we went to the canteen to have our lunch1st before we go & look for them otherwise she will treat us lunch again. She gave me the $ to take cab back home. She insisted that we must take a cab and not taking the bus back.

When we saw Ms Lee we both were very happy & excited cos always we go back togather with someone we would not get to speak to her though she only spent about 5mins or so talking to us we still feel that it is our lucky day cos at 1445hrs we finish seeing those teachers we wanted to visit.

BBQ

2006-06-27T16:24:00.000-07:00

Favourite teacher, me & best friend

On 18 June one of my special school teacher organise a BBQ for a few of us and a few teachers togather with their family. It was very enjoyable but one thing embarrassed me was Ineed my favourite teacher have to feed me that day as the paper plate was not easy to hold for my condition.

Nose Opration

2006-05-29T16:38:00.000-07:00

On 25 may I undergone a minor nose opration at Gleneagles Hospital to clear a blockage in it, which caused by the structure of the bone. The was a success as I can breather better now. Though I still a little bleeding, friends who read this entry need not worry about me am going to recover soon and I will be to my gakkai activities again.

Thank you to those gakkai friends who knew that I went for this opration for your daimoku

Training course

2006-05-12T01:38:00.000-07:00

Today went for BTC Module 2, it was an encouraging and enriching course. It gave me ideas on how to improve the 4D meeting attendance.

One of the speakers was Yew Soon, he speaks about "The important of the tokang" and about the statistics. We also learn about the priesthood issue.

At about 16:30 Mr Ong came to give us encouragement and do evening gongkyo with us. He encouraged us to share gosho phrase or sensei's guidance with the members.

Concludation of what I have learnt at the training is that everything must start from ourselves.

Enriching

2006-05-07T22:31:00.000-07:00

Today had dist member study meeting. The gosho passage very encouraging. It tell us not to give up our faith no matter what problem we face in life and must not let our enivronment affect our faith.

Long Time Never Post

2006-04-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

Sorry to they who visit my blog regularly, I know that I have not been updating my blog for a long time. It has been two month plus since my last update.

Hi friends, I am back again.

I shall start with the events that I had in March 06.

4 March 06

A few of us, Li Cher, Cheng Siong 哥哥, peter, Jackey & myself gather to celebrate jackey's 24th birthday. At the Westner Resturant near his place.
After that we went to a cake shop to buy him a mini birthday cake. After that we went to one of the coffee shop to have our 2nd round of food & do the cake-cutting too.

8 March 06

I went to Shuqin's house with Yi Jie for her wedding planning. We though of ideas to sabo Kelvin on wedding day morning.
Those ideas were very horrible, They are:

1.let him eat bread with chili
2. drink sour plum juice with tomoto sauce
3. read a poem out loudly frm downstair & so on

19 March 06

The big day has arrived. I went to TSC for the cermony,Shuqin looks so sweet & beauitful.
It was full of fun too, after the cermony the master of cermony ask kelvin to sing a song for Shuqin. He sang the song tittled "In Love With You."

Now I will post about the events I have in April.

8 April 06

I had a mini birthday celebration with Li Cher, Cheng Siong 哥哥, Peter & Jackey. It was an enjoyable day, our meeting place was at blk 119 coffee shop Ajunied.
Then in the evening went to the same place where we celebrated Jackey 's birthday for dinner. The whole meal cost me $21.30. At around 8pm we went back to blk 119 coffee shop to have a drink & chat, then at 8:30pm we decided to shift the chat place to Peter's house downstair. We chat & had ice-cream at the same time. At 10:30pm we left the place.

15 April 06

I had pre- birthday celebration with my family, Gakkai friends, secondary schoolmates, secondary school teacher & principal as well. That day was like big gathering at my house. I was so happy that day, the celebration ended at 11:00pm after the celebration I spent half an hour to unwrapped all my presents.

Happy Day

2006-02-18T06:26:00.000-08:00

Today is SD 22nd Anni, I went for it and very happy to see everyone esp shuqin & yi jie.
We also had a belated birthday cerebration for Wenmun. What a wonderful gathering today.

Had A nice chat with cheryl on Msn

2006-01-18T00:11:00.000-08:00

Had A nice chat with cheryl on Msn

Just now had a nice chat with cheryl on MSN. We chat about the responds of the upcoming voice trainning Seminar.The respond is slow:(

Happy Day

2005-12-15T18:45:00.000-08:00

Happy Day

I am going for my 2nd assessement for my new job on 27 Dec 2005.

So Sad I fall in love with someone but i dun ve the courage to tell him. The reason why I dun ve the courage is because I am disabled person & he is abled-bodied person.

sick day

2005-11-25T17:46:00.000-08:00

Sick day

These 2days very sick gastric pain again. I dunno why :(

Working wise very gd.

Exciting Day

2005-11-08T00:28:00.000-08:00

Exciting Day

Today is my 1st day working in NCSS and also my first time working in a 10story high building.

The people there are nice and friendly.

I went lunch with Angeline & Mui Lin. The three of us ordered our food from the same stall.

I had a very exciting & enjoyable day today.

Happy & Heartwarming

2005-11-07T00:16:00.000-08:00

Happy & Heartwarming

Today is my last day @TM Inc. I finally can leave this nasty place.:) This is one of reason I am happy about.

Second thing is I went back to special school to visit my favourite teacher/ idol, Ms Tan to bring her the good news of me found a job @NCSS.

there was one heartwarming scene during the the visit. It was that I went to the teacher resource library with her while her students were in the computer lab than when I was about to go home I ask her "Ms Tan ke bu ke yi bao bao" than she hug me and say " Take Care"

Surprise & Happy Today

2005-10-09T23:11:00.000-07:00

Surprise & Happy Today

Yeah!!! my boss letting me off @ 5 pm in instead of 6pm from tomorrow onwards. He surprised me with this decision of his.

Work

2005-09-26T18:05:00.000-07:00

Work

On 19 Sept 2005 I start on a internship training with TM Inc. I can put the knowledge that I have learnt in ITE into full use. I met caring and understanding people there. Sometimes meet with challenges too.

Letting go a heavy rock in my heart

2005-09-02T01:13:00.000-07:00

Letting go a heavy rock in my heart

Readers, you must be wondering why I gave such tittle for this post, the reason is due to the conversation I had with my favourite Special school teacher. I dont wish to reveal the details about the conversation but I can only say is heart weamthing one.

Happy

2005-09-02T00:39:00.000-07:00

Happy & worried

On 28 Ang 2005, I went back to Yuhua Secondary with my best friend, Bee Yen to visit Miss Ong Lee Lian. She bought us lunch again.

There is one thing I am very worried after the visit is Miss Ong health , she is sick for a week le.:(

100% Happy Today

2005-08-19T01:09:00.000-07:00

100% Happy Today

Today I am 100% happy the reason being I saw shirlyn again. There is a study mtg for the whole Students' Division today and shirlyn went with her steady for the study though both of them are not student. Another reason that I am happy is because i had the longest conversion with her today compare to all the conversion I had with her.

very x2 sad now

2005-08-16T23:40:00.000-07:00

veryx10 sad now

As I mention in the previous post today is 2nd day of HQ2 YCF video show. I am veryx10 sad as I did not get to see Shirlyn there. I think maybe she went for the show yesterday. I feel like crying now!

Happy

2005-08-16T16:15:00.000-07:00

Happy

Today is the 2nd day of HQ2 YCF video show. I am happy because I might see my item Ics again and that means I might get to see Shirlyn again :) I am also excited and worried dunno weather I can see her or not. I REALLY MISS HER! :(

YFC Celebration

2005-08-01T17:57:00.000-07:00

YCF Celebration

I went for the HQ2 YCF Celebration last night with the helped of Shuqin. The celebration was so fun. All the item ICs perform an item. As for the choir our item ICs sang the new National Day song with the dance steps too.

Then they show the performance video clip. It was a very short video.

Something that I was sad about was I saw Shirlyn but wasn't even able to say my last "hi" to her because she was siting at the side of the hall. :( Why I say last hi because we are differ HQ.

Happy

2005-07-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

Happy

I very happy today because I was able to chat with my ITE classmate Yvonne on Msn. I miss her and group of friends very much, they are Kaifeng and Ting Ting. I treat them as my ITE best friends but i dunno if they treat me as their best friend. Nevertheless they are always my best friend.

mission completed

2005-07-12T19:00:00.000-07:00

Mission Completed

On 10July 2005 was a happy cum sad day for me.
I was happy because HQ2 has a successful YCF2005 and to my surprise my favourite sec sch teacher, Ms Ong Lee Lian and her family went to watch the 1st show of that day which was the 11am show.I knew it only the next day.She told me when I went back to Yuhua sec sch with bee yen & Natalie to celebrate Ms Lee's Birthday.

I was sad because I cannot bear to depart with Shirlyn & Wah Eng.( They are the two persons who are standing in the above photo.)

So I sms them during lunch time to tell them that " I cant bear to depart with them, I will miss them and I hope we can still keep in touch after that day." Shirlyn replied with the following"Don't feel sad. We will definitely meet again after today."

I was so emotional till my tears rolled down automatically while doing evning gongkyo in the sport hall with them. After the gongkyo session Shirlyn realise that my facial expression was not as cheerful as I usually am so she hug me and ask am I ok and she said "it is the last show now should be happy."Then when we were at foyer which was our holding area, I took a sole photo with her with makeup on my face.

Exciting

2005-07-01T01:37:00.000-07:00

YCF trainings are getting more exciting with lots of dance steps added into the songs we are singing but I feel that the other participants are taking the training seriously nowadays. I do not know why they are like that,I feel very sorry for the trainner, Shirlyn
every trainings she stands at the platform trying very hard to train us on the songs but no matter how hard she try the mistakes still occur either tempo not right or no smiles on the faces when singing.
I hope her hard work will pay off on our performance day.

Shirlyn I know you will not read this but I really want you to know that I really appreciate what you have done and I have learnt alot from you through the trainings.
Thank you very much!

Lena Maria "life can be good" concert

2005-05-23T17:34:00.000-07:00

Lena Maria "life can be good" concert

Lena Maria is born without arms. She born in swissland.She has a sweet voice. She uses her leg to do most things such as driving and cooking. She got marrird dispire her disablitity.
She came to Singapore to have concert. She inspire many people at the concert with her life story.

I went for her concert on 22 May 2005, to my surprise it was hosted by my best friend
ex-mediawork celebrity, Evelyn Tan. The most happiest thing was I was able have some words with her and took a photo with her duing the short 15mins intervert with the help of someone and took another photo with her after the concert.

Volunteer Cheng & me

Evelyn Tan, Me & Volunteer Cheng

Happy

2005-05-19T14:45:00.000-07:00

Today I am very happy, my favourite special school teacher called me. We talk about the biography I wrote about her. She gave very gd comments about it. We have a very good chat too.

She is the one I am refering to

Surprise birthday party

2005-04-18T23:49:00.000-07:00

Today I had a surprise birthday celebration party, organizes by my gakkai best friend, Elieen and friends Jasmine, yvonne, Pei yu and bee cheng. They bought for me a chocolate ice-cream cake. The cake was very nice.

They also bought presents for me.

Elieen: a pink t-shirt and a dog hp accessory
Yvonne: a YCF t-shirt
Stella: J Stars Singapore concert VCD

My gakkai friends who cant attend the celebration but they did pass present or sms to wish me "Happy Birthday" they are stella and Valarie

Very sweet of them.
I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY!

Tired Cum Excited Day

2005-04-01T18:14:00.000-08:00

I feeling v tired today, I do not know why maybe because I did not sleep well last night. Regarding the excited issue is that I ask my friend, Edrian to ask my favourite teacher,Mrs Lee Chor Hui in the special school "Spastic Children's Association which I had attended from 1988-1999 weather is it possible for me to pay her a visit on 15 April which is 3days before my 23th birthday. Now I am still waiting for him to give me the answer.

I went into my friend's, Adrian blog I read his post on the issue of the woman who is in the vegetative state due heart failure 15years ago, whose feeding tube has being removed, I feel that he is right nobody has the right to end her life using this method. Although we may see that she is suffering. maybe she feels contented being able to see her family members are around with her even though she is in such a stage of life. I feel that she has a very strong will of living.

Happy

2005-03-21T15:45:00.000-08:00

Very happy today as I managed go back to my sec sch by bus. I took bus 98 to JEast intercharge then took bus 335 to alight outside the school gate The most happier thing was able to meet my favourite teacher, Ms Ong Lee Lian, She was so surprise to see me, but she has v little time to talk to me as she has to conduct lesson v soon.

Ms Ong & Me

bad day

2005-01-13T23:58:00.000-08:00

Down with very bad flu today. mood very bad too.

v tired this few days

2004-12-29T23:24:00.000-08:00

dunno y tis few days v tired. Tired till I slept extramly early den my usual time , instead of 12 o 1am I slept as early as 9 o 10pm.
I am looking forward to tis fri as it will be my pay day. Time flies as it will be my 1mth of work liao. (tis fri)

busy day

2004-12-13T23:30:00.000-08:00

Nothing exciting today but just busy with work in the office because now is year end, we have to clear all the old cards.

happy

2004-12-11T00:39:00.000-08:00

I went for 5566 concert 2day. The concert was very gd cos their fans was very warm.

a tired day

2004-12-09T00:06:00.000-08:00

Today is a tiring day as i veto finish all my work in alocated time